holy... yeah i'm a sucker for this type of expression
the production definitely feels like you, but in a more... bombastic, layered way. and i absolutely love that. the monologue throughout is just cathartic. the glitchy sounds are wonderful and compliment the speech so well. and that climax... it's amazing!
lastly i definitely understand your situation, i feel the same way quite often, i just don't really show it anymore. hopefully we'll find some hope through music